Friday, July 22, 2011

an experince


My Darling.My everything. Today I feel a sense of happiness and peace like I have never felt before. Suddenly everything seems clear. Suddenly I no longer feel alone. You my angel are beautiful . In every sense of the word. I know not how to express how I feel about you but know this,Its the best feeling ever. It all seems to come to me all of a sudden. All our memories rushing in . Memories that you and I cherish together. No one else can take them away from us. They all seem to come to me all of a sudden. I tear up . Cry uncontrollably. I suddenly realize how much I love you. I suddenly realize how with time we humans stop valuing what we have. All it takes is a little help,a sign,a gift, a single memory and before you know it your entire life comes flashing before your eyes. Its like something you have never experienced. It's beautiful. Overwhelming. You are human again. You suddenly realize how wonderful things are . How wonderful love is. How wonderful it is to have someone you love. Its all too sudden but oh so beautiful.So Pure.

I dont know if I can blame this world we live in for making us forget or take for granted what we value most. This constant sense on unhappiness that we feel from things that dont matter. Just like they shouldnt. We keep on chasing them without realizing that none of them truly make us happy. They never will . Cause they are things and things will always remain things, lifeless , meaningless. People on the other hand can love,can feel love,can experience something indescribable . And what better feeling than love.To be able to love.To be loved. It makes you feel like you are on top of the world. Like you are the most special person in someone else's eyes . It gives you a feeling of such happiness that at that time one cant think of anything that would make them happier. And that feeling is probably the truest and the purest thought any human being can experience. Nothing ever comes close. Its then that one wants to just capture the moment forever and never let it pass.It's then when a person wishes he nevers forgets how he feels . Its then that he prays and hopes that life doesnt make him inhuman. That life always reminds him of what's truly important.

Love is meant to be experienced .I am a man who has had the privilege of doing so and I value it greatly. Greater than anything I can ever value. You've given me something so wonderful that I can only return the same to you to make it worthwhile. I can only strive to love you more each day with all my heart and more because that makes the feeling ever more wonderful . The more I love the more love I feel for you. The more I love the happier I feel. The more I love the more wonderful life feels.The more complete it makes me feel. You are someone who has loved my with all your heart . I have never ever thought otherwise. You are the most caring and loving person I have ever met. You have bought me to tears with the amount of love you have showered me with. I never imagined that someone could make me feel the way I do. But you were that someone. You still are. I cant begin to tell you Aashna how lucky and loved you make me feel. I cant thank god enough for giving me someone that has shown me what true love is. Someone that has made me feel like I matter . Like I am capable of being loved . I can never be grateful enough for all of this. The only way I can even begin to give back is by giving you all the love and care I can. I feel like I want to . That's the wonderful part. How being loved makes you want to love back and never stop. How being cared for makes you want to care. How one stops rationalizing and just loves.No logic no right and no wrong. Just pure love.

I dont know whether what I wrote makes any sense but I do know that I feel a certain way and that is something I will always value .I sincerely pray to god that he never takes this away from me and that he reminds me time and again how I feel today. For I know that we all drift apart. We value what we should'nt and take granted things which we shouldn't. But I have faith. I believe we can be good if we truly want to be. I believe in love. I believe that love heals,that love makes wrong right.That love just does something magical yet real. That love changes for the better. I am a witness to it all. You my angel will always be loved. You came into my life by chance but I wont let chance take you away from me. I have and will always love you with all my heart. And If at times I drift and look for meaning in things that dont matter please please remind me of happy times we have spent. Of times we have loved and felt loved. And I am sure I'll come running back to you and hold you like I always do. You my love are MY love and its something I will never let go of.

For always
Yours truly

Saturday, June 23, 2007

My angel - Miss Curly Hair

'Loving' is the first thing that comes to my mind.Truly.Gives all she has got..and more.Hyper,carefree,smiling,ready and waiting to sing - states she is mostly in :-))).Sings like no other i have heard.Makes me shiver.A gold mine herself,true at heart and full of life.Giving giving and always giving.Unconditionally.Thats Aashna.Makes you wanna give back everything you have.Loves to talk,loves to eat, a baby within,with clean white bad one!!;-)

Down to earth.Completely.Friendly.Multitalented and someone with the worst sense of humour one could possibly have.'genetic' i think.;-).Utterly romantic at heart.Finds romance in the smallest of things.Writes beautifully.A mirror to her feelings.Highly addictive in person.Someone you cant have enough of.Sensitive,sensible,emotional yet rational.

Aashna.You are the best thing that has happened to me.Know that.It feels overwhelming.In every sense.I want you.I need you.You give my existence 'meaning'.Something missing in me all these years.Finally.Feels great!!You are my definition of Happiness.

Aap naa thein, ye kami thi mujhme
Barson purani nami thi mujhme
Zindagi ka matlab hum samajh na paaye
Phir aap hamari kahaani mein aaye
Waqt ka kaata jaise palat hi gaya
Pyaar kya hota hain woh aapse jaana hain
Waqt laga par aaj pehchana hain
Ab jo bhi ho , bas ise nibhana hain
Saath hain aapka tau kya mushkil zamaana hain?

Monday, April 23, 2007

The Human Mind

Try again..give up not
rise,and fly again
You may ask why we try so hard??
Do we wanna 'die' again
The answer lies not in the mind
It isn't the present nor behind.
I know not where and how to find..
the reason why we are this kind
That hardships come and go adhere
the mind in state of daunting fear
OH what will happen now O Dear!!
But still we hold our hearts together and please ourselves..its all for the better
Wat could go wrong is what we ask??
and take the step a one more time
strong and fearless we fight again until
it is the end of time.
This is the power of the 'HUMAN MIND'

Forgiveness - The greatest Being

Everyone makes mistakes.Its natural.Imperfection in nature is where the beauty lies.We as humans are still learning,evolving,every single day.Forgiveness, thus needs to go hand in hand.Unfortunately though,we humans find it hard to forgive one another for whatever wrong we have committed.

Forgiveness,I believe, is the greatest power that the almighty has provided us with.It is the only trait that shows one's true character.To be able to forgive without weighing in the consequences takes a great deal of courage.It is a noble deed and reflects the true stature of the man who can do so.It takes tremendous amounts of faith to be able to forgive, without questions such as why?what for?why me? overpowering ones mind.

However,forgiveness ,as one might otherwise think is not a matter of the mind.The mind contemplates.The heart however is true.We resist listening to it because it does not reason.And therefore ,we most often don't agree to it.

It takes little to ask for forgiveness from the higher power when we ourselves 'wrong'.We expect it.Why then shouldn't we practise the same.We have the power.However it takes a greater being to be able to use it rightfully.No amount of reasoning is involved and only the 'true at heart' can fully forgive without doing so.

Humanity comes first.Then comes right or wrong.Forgiveness is next to godliness,but it's not an easy path to follow.Don't reason with it,just accept it.You will find yourself as 'the greatest being'.

Friday, April 20, 2007


Remember the last time you sat down peacefully and thought about what truly makes you happy.No?Well hopefully,this should get you thinking.
Most of us are so busy with our daily routines that we tend to forget what we aim at achieving as an ultimate goal.What everything in life finally boils down to.No,its not money.That's a monetary aspect.I am referring to something far more superior ,far more real and true, Happiness.
Come to think of it , that's ultimately what we all wish for in life and everything we love provides us with it.If you observe closely enough ,happiness, is just of one type,no matter how you derive it.Whether its through money,fame,success or even shopping, it has only once face to it,a happy face.
What i am getting to here is that one does not necessarily need all the above in order to be happy.I am not saying that one shouldn't want them,they are important,but not at the expense of being happy.However, it takes some courage and effort to do everything directing ones energy to achieving happiness.My advice however is to frequently self-assess your happiness level at 'present'.Don't wait for it to come tomorrow.Make it happen today.Get addicted to it.

This however is easier said than done.There are some changes one needs to make in their attitude towards life to maximize it.Here are some points.

1. Set small realistic goals.More Positive Results = More happiness.
2. Do Charity work.Spend time with the needy.A smile on their face brings a bigger one on yours.
3. Don't look for materialistic happiness.That's always limited by money.
4. Feel happy for others.Genuinely.You will feel truer within.
5. Do something constructive that gives you pleasure, every single day.Be it cooking,dancing,blogging, anything under the sun.
6. If your stuck with a job that you don't like,find another one you like.Try.You cant spend half your life doing something you don't enjoy.It affects your personal life too.You feel down all the time.It hinders happiness.

Happiness is not expensive.In fact its not even for sale.So don't bother trying to buy it.Its there all around.You just need to grab it.It comes small but there is no end to which it can grow to.But it needs nurturing.Constantly.So don't think so much.Be happy.You deserve every bit of it.